#11. A song that moved me

 Alison - Slowdive

Listen close and don't be stoned

I'll be here in the morning

cause I'm just floating

while your cigarette still burns

Your messed up world will thrill me 

Alison I'm lost

Alison I said we're sinking. 

There are nothing here but that's ok...

    When I became a college student after graduated high school in Korea, I thought that everything would get better. However, the school wasn't good fit for me. It was a nursing college. The only reason that I entered the school was getting a job, but I didn't like every classes and I skipped classes a lot. I didn't want to stay at home neither because it was unhappy to stay with my family. I started dating with boys but I felt no one loves me. I felt lonely and useless. 

    One day, I met one guy who was a musician and 12 years older than me. He invited people every weekend, had a party, and turned on lots of music with a CD player at his shabby apartment. When I heard this song first time there, I felt like I was in the heaven or dream. Because the drone guitar sound and beautiful melody took me an another world from the pain in my real life. Also, the lyrics was like talking about friends who I met his apartment, looked lonely and had some problems like me. It was comfort me because I wasn't the only one. It still reminds me the apartment, people who were there, and the nights when I listen to this song.